12 - The Apostleship
 

End of a hard and long mission - Freedom of preconceptions - Expectations shift- Release of guilt.

You are making a big change in your life. You just had finished a big job that was very important to you. You have dedicated yourself to this mission and developed a lot of expectation. You have realized sucess. Now you feel released. But on other side, you fell empty because you had invested a lot of energy in this project for long time and suddenly everything is done, so you don't have anything more to do. You made a big shift in your life. Everything was so important for you until now, does not means much anymore. After you archived your goals the pressure is gone, you proffed everything you wanted and paid your deats.
Now it is time to focus your energy in everything you had left behind. You are getting proof you are right and do not need to be carrying all this guilt for what you had blamed yourself. You are freeing yourself of family obligations. You will feel free to be yourself and that you deserve to be happy.